When nothing goes right
Have you ever tried to do something but it ended up being too much?
You lose your shit and don’t want to do it anymore?
Everything seems like that for me now.
Let’s start with what I am doing these days
Internship
Web Development Bootcamp
A mini project
The internship
Honestly, I am not enjoying the internship. I am losing interest every day and it makes me doubt whether I am going to be a good developer.
I don’t like the tasks I have to do which results in not completing the tasks soon.
Even if I do complete a task, I am not happy with the result for some reason.
It is just a perfect cycle of negative feedback which is affecting me a lot!
The Web Development Bootcamp
For anyone who doesn’t know, I enrolled in a free web development boot camp called 100 Devs in January. It went well until March. Since then, with my college starting and the internship, I am just able to listen to the classes and not able to complete the assignments or anything. Again, that’s not helping my confidence.
The mini-project
Well, my project wasn’t accepted because I was working on it alone. I was given a choice to get someone to work with me or to work with someone else.
I decided to work with another group. That means I cannot work on my project, at least for a few days.
The solution?
And here I am, half-assing three things and not able to focus on any one of them!
I need to whole-ass one thing and that’s what I am going to do. I don’t know what’s that one thing yet, but I will figure it out soon.
That’s it for this week, I know this was a short one. I am just glad I was able to write something.
Something is better than nothing right?
P.S: This is my 6th newsletter issue!
How many things are you half-assing right now?